My Newest (not so) Secret.

So I have a suspicion.

Its sort of unfounded.

I think my parents have found my blog and are reading it.
Why do I think this?

• Well I talk to them about the blogging community and have even suggested that they read some of them before I had a blog of my own.
• Four days after posting THIS, my dad pulled me aside. He asked me if I had been upset on that Sunday, and then proceeded to address every issue, as listed in my post.
• I have caught my mother on several occasions reading random people's blogs. Never Gay-Mormon blogs. I know I'm paranoid, but at the top of everyone's blog there is a button that says "next blog" and if she were to be on a Moho blog, and heard me comming into the room, she could easily hit that and end up at a random person's blog.
• My dad knows things about my life that I haven't shared with him, but have with the blog-o-sphere (i.e. my Pride experience.)

So why haven't I just addressed it with them? Well there is a good chance I'm out of line and imagining this all. I don't want to accuse them unjustly, and then plant the idea in my head. I mean frankly I'm so blunt and honest in my blog because I think they don't read it. I don't have to sugar coat anything for them. I can share how I really feel about them. (Although the past couple of weeks its been all positive feelings anyway.)

But if you guys are reading this, I'm actually pretty happy about this. The fact that you would have to go out of your way to find it, and that you are no longer ignoring this part of my life is huge. It would mean that you actually care about me, and not solely what the Church says. I love you mom, and dad, with all my heart. You guys have been excellent parents and have done your very best to raise me. I take responsibility for my actions. My thoughts, ideas and beliefs are my own.

I really want to know though if you are reading this... so I can only think of one way to find out...



I don't think you'll be able to let this go with out some discussion....